I joined about two years ago. I used to play SAMP religiously with my cousin back in 2008-2010, but he passed away in 2010, and I just couldn't play anymore. It hurt to see all our friends talk about him, when I needed to not dwell on it. In 2019, I was looking through Steam games and picked up the 3D era games (3, Vice City, San Andreas) and immediately downgraded SA to v1.0 so I could mod it. Part of the downgrader automatically installed the latest version of SAMP, and after a few weeks I decided to try again. I found Ls-rcr just on the hosted list, and joined since my other servers were long dead.
I joined expecting a roleplay server... and that is not at all what I got. Watching cops stand on the roof of cars to gun down criminals who loaded 9 people on a car and hunted them? That was a new one for me.I played the medic class, and did not really know what I was doing. No other server has the culture and gameplay of Ls-rcr.
I think a big turning point in my decision to stay was how the community was. I got report hunted in the most comical way when I had like 300 score, and seeing how people laughed about it as well as compliment my replies made me feel like the community actually cared. Granted some of them did take a VERY long time to warm up to. Milyn and Grand both took forever for me to really be able to get used to, and I still sometimes wonder how Funderburk hasn't been ban hammered. I took time, but I did learn how the place works, who to trust, and who to ignore.
Then came a rather rough patch for me. Many users were starting to cause shit, and I kept reporting it because at the time I felt it was required by the rules. Yet nothing, or very little, got done in my eyes. One user I and many others reported for DMing and Spanish in the main chat just got warning after warning, and short bans, and he would just come and DM more. There were a few cases like this, and I began to feel like staff were lazy and didn't give a shit about us. Eventually the constant rule breaking mixed with little being done lead to me cursing out Immortal, which got me perm banned. CXdur still talked to me on Discord though, and he explained that they tried to give everyone fair chances because once the chances were over, they would go from kiddy gloves to brass knuckles. Just before Christmas 2019, he removed my ban and gave me a second chance.
From there I worked to ingrain myself in the server. I wanted into the BM, so I pulled off the, at the time, largest robbery streak ever. That took some doing, and I bribed a few cops, but at the time it was the largest. Today it still sits as the 7th highest streak of all time. I joined Terrorist, and worked my ass off for them until eventually, Venom asked me to be staff for him. I had gotten to know many people, made many friends, and really felt like a part of the community... and I had just over 3000 score.
My first tag app was ROUGH. I think all first applications are. You have no idea how high the standards and such are, and what the real undercultures are. My second was better, but I still had some work to do, Finally, on my third app, I was approved despite a rather comical vote about how I needed to 'improve my English'. I'm a native English speaker with published writing work and a college minor in English Literature... yeah, I don't still don't know what they were on about.
As I played more and more, I became a user whom was well liked by the community. Some people didn't like me, still don't, but most of them have shown their true colors and aren't part of the community any longer. I worked very hard to grow the respect I was given, and to repay that respect in kind. I became a user people feel they can trust and rely on, and with that I grew myself as a person. As odd as it is to say, Ls-rcr has made me a better person overall over the years. With my love for the server, it's players, and it's community, I decided to pay back everything by donating and becoming a supporter. It's kind of crazy to think how I went from hating some staff to being trusted by them to be someone who can help others. But it also shows my growth as a person, and I do truly love this server. I would do whatever I could for this place, and moreover it's community.
Today, I'm pretty well known around the place. People know me, and trust me. I do still have a few who think it's funny to beg me for explicit things, and those who find it funny to blatantly lie and call me a man, but they are all pretty much ban evaders who have more than shown they are just not wanting to be a part of the server. Thankfully the same staff I at one point hated have been very great about it and I feel safe knowing they will handle it. You'd think after two years they would figure out I am really a woman, but those users aren't exactly known for being good thinkers.
I have worked hard and put in many hours for what I have. Amazing friends, great community, a large amount of respect, some truly wonderful groups, and I hold 4 places on the leaderboards: robbery streak, fishing, richest, and the one I'm most proud of, my medic score. While two users do have higher medic scores, both are pretty inactive and often their names drops off, putting me as the number one medic. That feels good. It shows just how much work I've put in. All my friends, groups, and so on... I truly feel like I belong here. I love this place, and I truly do love the people who make Ls-rcr what it is. It's been a long, often insane road, but I wouldn't change a thing about it. From here, I just want to work at continuing to improve, and some day be known by all as someone who can trusted and relied upon.
I hope reading this, you all know a bit more about me and why I am how I am. I'm still working on improving myself, but I also truly love you all and will do anything to protect you guys. As such, this The Vampire Queen [Lsrcr]Karu_Tepes, signing off and leaving some pics for you to all enjoy.
One of my earliest "good" screenshots I have saved of me just rolling with people. Chat cropped out to avoid a spammer...
Never did like the police, but I loved the view from Terrorist
It always feels good to see so many people on for an event!
The good old days, when it was just shooting cops to help your brothers
I really do miss these days...
But even now, we have so many wonderful people...
Hell, even some damn good roleplay!
And I'll hang out with cops to improve my medic score...
Even when it ends up in a less than appropriate picture!
I am Karuminska Tepesh, the Vampire Queen, and I love you all!