What happened to me?
Posted: December 11, 2018, 3:02 pm
If I have learned anything from this community is that honesty and the truth will always keep you in a good path and progress.
I will shortly explain my story on why I lost my tag in the first place, all my bans, my 3 months ban and how I plan the future.
I was having some bad days in life and I was releasing most of the anger in lsrcr. I could see that I did not deserve tag anymore and honestly, I didn't care back then. After some days, CXdur asked me in discord if I am doing good in life. I wasn't, but I don't usually reflect my emotions in an open way, instead I do it by being rude to others. I told him that I am okay and that he can remove my tag. I acted like I didn't care, but right after I lost it, I cared and I felt bad. Because I felt bad, I put all the anger to CarlosJ, for some stupid reason. I accused him of stuff and made him feel really bad.
Because of that, he banned me 4 times in a row, which did nothing else but lighted more fire on my anger. Then I continued on, insulting and hurting anyone's feelings I could find which later led to my ban. When I got banned, I didn't even want to join the server anymore. I felt like I had done everything for nothing and that I was being used, but I was very wrong. Because of my help in this community, Johncarer decided to keep my houses and give them back when I got unbanned. When I learned that, I was shocked and I didn't expect anything like that. That is the thing that motivated me to come back in lsrcr, and this time I wont only help with beta testing and basic stuff in the server, but I will do everything I can to earn more trust, to make people understand that I don't hate anybody and I don't want to let anybody down.
Thank you for reading,
Geri.
I will shortly explain my story on why I lost my tag in the first place, all my bans, my 3 months ban and how I plan the future.
I was having some bad days in life and I was releasing most of the anger in lsrcr. I could see that I did not deserve tag anymore and honestly, I didn't care back then. After some days, CXdur asked me in discord if I am doing good in life. I wasn't, but I don't usually reflect my emotions in an open way, instead I do it by being rude to others. I told him that I am okay and that he can remove my tag. I acted like I didn't care, but right after I lost it, I cared and I felt bad. Because I felt bad, I put all the anger to CarlosJ, for some stupid reason. I accused him of stuff and made him feel really bad.
Because of that, he banned me 4 times in a row, which did nothing else but lighted more fire on my anger. Then I continued on, insulting and hurting anyone's feelings I could find which later led to my ban. When I got banned, I didn't even want to join the server anymore. I felt like I had done everything for nothing and that I was being used, but I was very wrong. Because of my help in this community, Johncarer decided to keep my houses and give them back when I got unbanned. When I learned that, I was shocked and I didn't expect anything like that. That is the thing that motivated me to come back in lsrcr, and this time I wont only help with beta testing and basic stuff in the server, but I will do everything I can to earn more trust, to make people understand that I don't hate anybody and I don't want to let anybody down.
Thank you for reading,
Geri.
