They don't find me suitable

[Geri]

Did you ever do something in this community that you regret doing? Some of you might have done a rulebreak or maybe abused something. Well for me, the main thing I regret is helping it with all my effort and knowledge. Admins and players don't know what I have done, mostly because I don't like talking out loud about it, looks like bragging. Now, why would I be regretting such thing? Well, because once you stop, they basically throw you off and act like they don't even know you.
I applied for tag and before I did, players and admins told me that I was suitable for it, so I did apply. Some time later, I get denied. What a surprise, am I right? And as always they added a very genuine reason and really honest on what I should improve: I don't find you suitable to represent the community. You may re-apply 19.9.2018. (a month). My previous tag application: Work on your relations with other players in the server.. You may reapply in 3 weeks
One before that: "I don't think you are ready to represent the community. You can reapply in 30 days (July 10)." Blacklisted for 6 months, Another one: I don't think you are ready to represent the community. You can reapply in 30 days (July 10).
Now this professional community representative administrator, represents the community so well, that it's clear that he totally has no hate on me at all. Now, who could it be that hates so much on me? Well, that doesn't matter, because its ridiculous to even think about him as a staff member.
Now I will be honest with you people. I got my tag application the last time because I literally helped beta testing. I was probably worse than now. Then, after I respectfully complained about CarlosJ, I immediately lost it. So, there are two ways to get the tag:
1: Help a lot and put all your effort.
2: Treat the admins and tagged players like your father.
Am I mad? Yes, of course I am, and you tagged people are probably going to say some stuff to protect the system, so here is how the system is:
3 admins pos = tag
1 admin neg = denied
So, if an admin has hate with you, which is very possible, because they are people, sometimes more immature than regular players, you'll never get tag.
Sometimes even senior admins act ridiculous, immature and pathetic by showing their self superior in front of you which simply makes you fucking sick.
Just sometimes.
So yeah, a friendly advice from Geri to all the people on lsrcr.
If you want to get something, stick to the higher ranks wishes and keep helping them, even if it means to destroy others.
And, I am not crying for my tag application being denied, I just feel thrown off after all I did for this community.
This isn't a hate topic, so don't lock it.

[ShadowNinja]

Nice poem Geri! <3

[Geri]

Nice poem Geri! <3

if you have nothing to write, then dont man

[Friday]

Geri stop now, I thought you changed but nope, you keep doing stuff that gives the staff team a reason to deny you, can't you just live with it like many other tag applicants who keep getting denied but they don't complain nor do anything about it, if you find the truth offensive, then I don't know what's up with you

Helping you said, All I've seen you doing is "there is no god" and nothing else

Bullshit

[jilla123]

The thing is, you sometimes act like a retard.
Like what you did on discord.
You basically under-estimate people. Don't even judge a book by its color.

[David]

fuck tag, tag sucks much very yes

[Ginger]

Galaxy you think that you are right and all are wrong.
and as jilla said you act like kid so please Galaxy grow up

[Jaker]

"And, I am not crying for my tag application being denied, I just feel thrown off after all I did for this community."

What a contradiction.

[Geri]

Geri stop now, I thought you changed but nope, you keep doing stuff that gives the staff team a reason to deny you, can't you just live with it like many other tag applicants who keep getting denied but they don't complain nor do anything about it, if you find the truth offensive, then I don't know what's up with you

Helping you said, All I've seen you doing is "there is no god" and nothing else

Bullshit

You make your self be under estimated. You are just a newbie man compared to me, so you cannot even tell me about lsrcr. Same goes with me to an older player.
And I just share my opinions in a religion channel but all of you take it as offensive, and then you act like a victim. As I said, what I have done, its part of me and I don't want others to know.

[Geri]

The thing is, you sometimes act like a retard.
Like what you did on discord.
You basically under-estimate people. Don't even judge a book by its color.

Oh sorry, that god isn't real.